"the season to be thankful"

So ive just realized that i was so busy that i forgot to give my friend a birthday gift this year, i feel awful about it(not that it would be much seeing how im broke),but its the thought that counts.
I remembered going to school with her and having so much fun. I remembered that she was the one who gave me my name 'sakura11591'. I owe so much to her. She helped me keep sane in science class, and kept me humored on Fridays during P.E. And what kind of friend am I to forget to get her a gift. Im such an awful friend
I just wanted to say sorry Ali ..I promise to get u two presents next year to make it up to ya...


Thank you for being born

[x] You don't like public speaking.
[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[ x] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[] You hate to go shopping alone.
TOTAL: 2

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[ ] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say
[x] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex
[x] You hate to be teased ...
[ ] You hate answering the door.
TOTAL: 3

[x] You can't stand people watching you.
[ ] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[x] You don't like to ask people for help.
[x] You hate to read out loud.
[ ] You don't like answering questions.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] you dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well
[ ] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say. (I do it anyway, I such a spaz...)
[x] You wish you were more outgoing.
[ ] You hate being in the center of any room.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[x] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.
[x] You blush easily.
[x] you don't like singing in front of a lot of people.
TOTAL: 3

total 13

so im 52% shy ....who would hae guessed it XP

I went to the zoo today and got a lot of pictures ...though sadly most of the animals weren't there because they were sent to be breeded in the Tulsa zoo
afterward i went swimming and got some great action shots of my cousin jumping off the jumping board
today was a great day

ok the summer vacation has started and all my plans have backfired i was headed to the beach but it seems my plans have been postponed to the fall
(which leaves me to ? who wants to go to the beach in the fall ....i mean the water will probably be to cold to swim in by then )
ive been debating whether or not to try out for soccer but my inspiration has left me
but i think this month i will finally get the time to connect my scanner to my computer and throw out the old one that only scans half of the drawings
i will be able to upload some drawings that i have promised ....hopefully if no one else bothers me before then

The guy i like is currently with someone
i really do like him, possible love him O.o
though im not an expert on love so its hard to say ....
ive known the guy for two years now, i think he still has feelings for me but its hard to say ...what really makes me sad is that he is dating a friend of mine from church as if it wasnt hard enough now i have to see the two of them together...and me wishing for them to break up makes me feel bad...i dont want to be that kinda of friend, i want to support them but i cant help feeling guilty...

ive gone out with him several times but its really awkward as if any moment one of us will say something that could ruin the mood ...
i know he values me as a good friend, but i wonder if what he feels is anything more
i wish i went to school with him, so i could see him more often and perhaps get another chance but sadly thats not the case...
i guess im stuck being the third wheel